The Sweet Sound of Music
On
November fourth, I went into the inner city with some family friends to a “Tribute
to Abbey Lincoln” concert performed by Heidi Martin and her instrumental
ensemble. When I first walked into the building that the performance was being
held in, we walked into a CD music store. While the adults were interested in
looking at the music, I thought I would browse as well, but did not recognize
any of the artists or songs. Many of them were in different languages or were
solely instrumental – CD’s I would never think to purchase for myself. It
amazes me that there were so many options and cultural influences in this CD
store and in the world around me that I did not even know existed. A similar
message is portrayed in Schaefer’s “Shane” since Bob is closed off to the
influences around him until Shane is the force that allows him to see other
aspects in his life. After enjoying the performance, I saw how music brings all
different people together, but can affect them in different ways. In the past
months that I have been at Loyola, I have noticed a reoccurring trend. I find
that when I open myself up to the city, the city opens itself up to me.
The
most amazing connection throughout the performance to observe was between the
performers and their music. In addition to Heidi Martin’s vocals, the instrumental
ensemble consisted of musicians on the piano, trumpet, bass, and drums. When these
musicians began to play their music, they were suddenly transformed. Watching
them physically and emotionally get into their own music, the expressions on
their faces showed true content and excitement. For these performers, playing
their instruments was more than just making music. For them, it was a way to
express and connect with themselves since their music defined them. Similar to
how the music had this effect on the musicians, this is the affect that new
experiences have on us. When we allow ourselves to make connections by opening up
to our surroundings, we learn more about ourselves through the interaction in
itself. What brought me to this conclusion were the closed eyes and the smile
the bass player had on his face whenever the music began to play, whether he
was playing it or not. This music
elicited emotions that caused him to move and dance to the music, showing true
happiness and that he was comfortable expressing himself through the music in
front of an audience of people. In “Shane,” Schaefer says, how Joe and Shane
“were looking at each other in a way that showed they were saying things that
words could never cover” revealing that some connections are understood through
mediums other than words (32). When we allow ourselves to make these
connections with the music, we open ourselves up to their influence that can
lead us to discover something about ourselves.
Not
being musical myself, I have not always appreciate the effect that music can
have; however, by observing the connections the musicians were able to make
with their music and instruments, I was able to interact with the music more willingly.
Not only could I see this happening to me, but to other members in the audience
as well. One man in particular in the front row clapped, tapped his foot, and gave
a shout whenever he felt the music empowered him to. He was able to connect to
the music by physically involving himself. I, on the other hand, sat there quietly
and reflected on how much I appreciated the talent I do not have myself. This
music, however, put the entire audience on the same page although it elicited
different emotions. When we open up to the connections music creates, we are
able to learn about and develop ourselves according to these influences in the
city we live. Schaefer stresses the importance of this idea by saying, “A man
who watches what’s going on around him will make his mark” revealing that those
who observe and understand their surroundings fully have a presence in the city
(5). By allowing ourselves to connect with the music, we are able to make our
individual mark. Understanding what is around us is not the most important, but
opening up to our surroundings and letting other influences in is.
Similar
to what Schaefer mentions in his novel “Shane,” I feel there is an “unspoken
fraternity of knowledge beyond my reach” that I cannot be involved in within
the city because I am only a student at Loyola (5). This performance, however,
brought me to the realization that I can be involved in the city around me if I
just open myself up to it. Similar to all the CD’s in the store, there are so
many unknown things about the city that are there for me when I am ready to
explore. The more I participate in these events, the more I feel a part of the
city. When we are exposed to new things by opening ourselves up to the
experiences around us, our opinions and views may change. Similar to how Bob’s
views changed how he wanted to be when he became closer to Shane and said,
“[n]ow I was not so sure. I wanted more and more to be like Shane” (41). By
being exposed to influences aside from those solely of his childhood, Bob was
able to form new ideas and opinions about his life. In addition, what was
important in this experience was the influence of someone else. I would not
have heard about or attended the performance without joining my family friends.
This shows that, in life, our relationships inspire and push us to discover new
things and by establishing these relationships, we are furthering our
connections with the city around us. This is also true for the relationship
between the musicians and the audience since it was through the connections
that musicians made with their music that I was inspired to connect to it as
well. A similar encounter between Shane and Joe occurred when removing the tree
stump since “together they pushed in a fresh assault” (26). Essentially, Joe
could only remove the tree stump with the support and assistance of Shane’s
help. In order to gain a better understanding of the world around us, we need
to take advantage of the opportunities that remain ahead of us and in our
relationships.
Unlike
the events on campus, no one knew I was a Loyola student at this event – I was
just another member of the city. Getting out of the “Loyola bubble” felt nice
and encouraged me to be more open minded about the city that I plan to live in
for the next four years. Learning about all these influences around me, I
wonder how the city will slowly begin to change me the more I immerse myself in
it. This performance encouraged me to look for other things within the city to
connect with including the arts, food, and popular attractions like the
aquarium. By involving ourselves in these experiences, we continue to learn
more and more about who we are. Similar to what Shane said to Joe, “I’ve had
fun being a farmer. You’ve shown me a new meaning in the word” shows that through
their connection Shane was able to discover something new about himself (102). Leaving
through the CD store, I realized that from this performance I now know at least
one of the CD’s in that store – Heidi Martin’s. Each experience and connection
I make puts me one step closer to understanding the influences around me.
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